April 13, 2015 by jayce428
Due to the recent relief of some of my stress I am temporarily able to focus on my comming birthday this Thursday, and I’ll be 20 which isn’t terribly old – but mainly I was focusing on reflecting on the previous year and noticing how proud I was for acknowledging my interests. I could have gone through life without acknowledging my interests and living an OK life, but the quality of life wouldn’t have been as good.
Also, I am happy that I’ve come to terms with being FTM, and I’m working to become more masculine by losing weight and changing my styles – but I do want to keep some of my femininity by dressing in cute clothes.
But there’s still much to be done and I have penalty of time to become more well established. Even though my lifestyle choices aren’t as common as most, I’m still very happy but nervous at the same time.